1, 2, 3, once upon a time...

We are on piper tour!! wooo!!!!

two days of shows down, and one more day packed full left.

lots of fun, lots of kids, lots of energy

not sure where this was going....so now im done :)

"L is for the way you look at me"...

I am 100% completely in LOVE with my boyfriend!!

Not because our relationship is perfect, and not because either one of us is perfect, but because at the end of the day I wouldnt trade this relationship in for any "what if's" my mind can throw at me.

All the time I am realizing/being shown that he is the man that I want to love, be with, work with, play with...everything with.

I am happy :-)

The Third Week Struggle

Well, it is the third week of school.
This is when by now you have a schedule,
classes are started to assign regular homework,
projects and big things are coming up,
you have gone from missing the last break to waiting for the next one (or at least the next free weekend),

and if you are me

you are moving out of your apartment and into the Frye's house,
your email inbox is starting to fill up with emails you have maybe read, probably scanned, and possibly ignored all together (because you are busy AND mostly because your stupid internet STILL doesnt work),
you are in a show next weekend, and for that matter you are in two,
your personal finance project made you realize how poor you are and how poor you are always going to be,
you still have no idea what you are going to do over the summer and especially not during the next school year as you live in searcy waiting on your boyfriend to graduate,

and if you are me

you are sometimes kinda stressed/anxious about these things, but sometimes are completely not.


here is to getting through the third week successfully, and continuing the success throughout my last semester of undergrad!

Lord my desire...

I want to be more like Jesus.
I long for something more out of this life and I know that everything I desire comes from being like him.
I downloaded the bible on my iPod and so far it's great. I hope it will help me be able to read and study gods word more, Whig honestly I have never been good at doing.
But I know being a servant is more than reading inspired words. It means action and application. I want all this too. I want to devote time to people who need it, to be more active with the time I have and to put more value into my relationships with people (those I know and those I don't)
Even typing this out I know it wont be an instant/easy change but hopefully I can eventually grow into someone who shines with the light of god.

Gobble Gobble

Thanksgiving break was soooo great!
lots of sleep! got to see and catch up with friends!

Now its back to school and work. but only for 3 weeks. Im not sure if that makes it easier or harder.

in any case, getting back into school is never pleasant or easy, but i am sure glad to be back with everyone here! i sure do love my friends here!

Its been awhile

It has been a very busy few weeks since I have last posted.
Not that anyone reads this, so I guess that is fine.
I have had "Millie" performed and over, a week long Piper tour, and now headed into the end of Fall and beginning of Spring semester.

Millie was wonderful, I loved it always!
Piper tour was long and exhausting, but oh so very great!
I am in a student director spring show.
I am stage managing spring sing (which call backs for ensemble just ended tonight).
I am IN the musical theatre class I was worried so much about in the previous post.

I am sickly because of the first two things in this list.

Tomorrow at midnight I am seeing part 1 of the 7th Harry Potter movie.
Friday I am seeing Mae on their farewell tour (and I will be SOOOOO tired).
Friday I am going home for Thanksgiving break! A break that is very much needed.

Life is busy but life is good.

Musical Theatre

So....I auditioned for this class....and i seriously doubt i will actually get in. there are better people...people that can actually sing in front of people like they can sing by themselves.

i am so sick of not being able to audition or sing in front of people as well as i know i can sing! i am not tone deaf....i can hear myself when i sing...and i am not saying i am awesome by any stretch of the imagination...but im not awful...and im not as bad as my auditions make me seem...just cant freaking do it when it counts.

so. alas. i auditioned. maybe i will be granted a miracle. we shall see.

i really hope so because i LOVE musical theatre and want to be good at it.